Wednesday, November 11, 2009

It's always happening: Grace is afoot

My mentor and pastor friend shared this with me today. It's written by "Pastor Steve" and I wanted to share it with you:

Yesterday evening a friend wrote, “20 years ago today… the walls came tumblin’ down. Happy tumblin’ down day.” Oh, yeah; I’d forgotten: twenty years ago the Berlin Wall fell.

Vranna Lynn said, “The immovable crumbled...reality laughed at impossibility.” She said, “Concrete and barbed wire surrendered to flesh and bone and spirit.” Those are profound thoughts, and, I believe, a description not just of an extraordinary event, but of reality.

But what really struck me was that yesterday Vranna Lynn was thinking about freedom and transformation and transcendence…and millions of people in Germany were celebrating a remarkable event… and I was oblivious. It’s not that they needed me. The wall came down without my help, and they celebrated just fine without me. But I wonder: how often is something powerful happening, some liberating sea change, some miraculous healing, some earth-changing event unfolding, and I think otherwise?

The Berlin Wall fell because of many complex political and social forces. One was that people met for years in houses and church basements and prayed for the wall to fall, prayed for freedom and peace, and acted in that light in their daily lives. Of course, I had not been aware of that.

We tend to think about what we can see. So we think mostly of our own lives, and our daily chores, and less about the greater human family, less about the unseen powers. But the real essence of life is invisible energy, intangible connections, and unseen Presence. God’s basic mode of operation is grace and redemption, miracle and resurrection. It’s always happening. And sometimes it’s happening in big ways, as it did in Berlin, or in South Africa, or the Philippines… Our sin is not so often wickedness as it is self-centeredness and obliviousness.

I’m not saying you ought to join in every movement or remember every little anniversary that goes by. Just be mindful. Be mindful that despite the world’s vast injustices, grace is afoot; justice is coming; miracles happen; things can change; there’s more going on than you see; people right now are working for peace and justice; and, as some graffiti on the Berlin Wall said, “Many small people, who in many small places do many small things, can change the face of the world.” Every day is a day of liberation.

Happy tumblin’ down day.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Halloween Fun

We spent Halloween with our friends from Trinity and had a great time! Thomas was DJ-ing a show at the Meadowlark in downtown Denver so a group of us went to cheer him on.

Greta talked me into wearing her cheerleading outfit from highschool. I decided I would wear it only if I was a feminist cheerleader that cheered for female sports only. Greta dressed up as a roller derby girl and said I could cheer for her. =)







Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Thanks, A.

My dear friend A. posted this on her blog and I wanted to share it:

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself,
and that I think I am following your will does not mean I am actually doing so.

But I believe the desire to please you does in fact please you.
And I hope I have that desire in all I am doing.
I hope I will never do anything apart from that desire.
And I know if I do this you will lead me by the right road
though I may know nothing about it.

I will trust you always
though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death.

I will not fear, for you will never leave me to face my perils alone.

-- Thomas Merton

Meal Swap

My friend, Lorissa, and I have been doing a "meal swap" for the past couple of months and I've been encouraged to post something about it on our blog...

A couple of months ago we decided to try a meal swap. I plan two meals and Lorissa plans two meals and we make enough for both families. I usually spend a couple hours on Saturday or Sunday preparing our meals and then we find a time to get together and "swap". (It gives us a great excuse to get together!) 

Here's what I LOVE about meal swap:
*I only cook once a week and I get FOUR meals out of the deal
*During the work week we don't have to cook when we get home from a long day
*I get to try things I would never have thought to cook myself (Lorissa has made falafel, chowder, and maple-glazed salmon)
*I'm inspired to cook things I probably wouldn't make for just the two of us (Last time I made homemade egg rolls and fried rice!)
*We eat less meat. (We each plan one meal with meat and one meal without) 
*We swap every other weekend so it never feels overwhelming

I also love that it helps me practice mutual interdependence. In a culture that values "rugged individualism" and complete independence, participating in a meal swap reminds me of the joy that is found in mutual interdependence. I am learning that our burdens are a little lighter when we rely on each other and seek to live more communally.  

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I ♥ Pam & Jim

Ok, I'm a total dork for posting this on our blog but I love this show and this video clip makes me happy. =)


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

A Birthday Shout Out!


I wanted to say, as publicly as possible, happy birthday to the very special woman who raised me.
Mom, I'm glad you were born! =)

Monday, October 5, 2009

Retreat Weekend



This weekend I got to go on retreat with the women's group at Trinity. We spent two days and two nights up at Snow Mountain Ranch (near Winter Park) and it was WONDERFUL! 

There were 41 of us and I rode up with Lee and Jennifer. (Two women from the Young Adults group) We were divided between two retreat cabins to sleep but met together for meals and large group sessions. 

Saturday was our only full day and it started early with morning prayers. The worship leader was India, the wife of a retired pastor, and all of her worship materials were written by J. Phillip Newell and Joyce Rupp. (I'll write more about them later!) We had a group session in the morning and then we could choose from the various breakout sessions that were offered. I chose to do the labyrinth with India. 

We did a mini pilgrimage walk to the labyrinth and then she led us in a body prayer before we walked it. The body prayer used movements from Tai Chi and as we did each movement, India spoke aloud the prayer. It was beautiful! I had tears in my eyes because it felt like such a holy, sacred experience. There was something really magical about being in the mountains, in a circle of women, praying with my body, thanking God for God's blessings, and praying for courage, wisdom, and strength. The way the movements worked, when we used our left side, we were praying for ourselves and when we used our right side we were praying for the world. We extended our arms to the sky, held them close to our body, and then extended them wide. It was an embodied way to express the way we receive from God, recognize God's presence and activity in our own life, and then extend God's goodness to the world around us. 

That afternoon we had a lot of free time so I did some yoga with Lee, got a chair massage, and took a nap. Saturday night we ate dinner by candlelight and enjoyed each other's company!

The theme of the weekend was "Pathways through Transition" and the retreat leader had us do a lot of reflection on the transitions in our lives. She compared the experience of transition to the biblical experience in the wilderness. She reminded us of the wandering that the Israelites did in the wilderness for 40 years before they entered the Promised Land and she suggested that the time in the wilderness was less about getting the Israelites out of Egypt and more about getting Egypt out of the Israelites. 

We talked a lot about how uncomfortable it can be to be in transition. We spent time in conversation with each other sharing what resources help us when we are in transition. We were given time to journal and encouraged to reflect on these three questions: What is it time to let go of in your life? What is unlived in your life? What is waiting in the wings of your life to "come on stage?" 

It was a really wonderful weekend. Not only was I given a respite in the midst of our chaotic lives to reflect and journal, but I got to meet and know some incredible women who "loved me up," nurtured me, and encouraged me. It was a real experience of community! 

Here are a couple of "nuggets" from this weekend that I wanted to share:

Ring the bells that still can ring 
Forget your perfect offering 
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in. 
--L. Cohen

What will you do with your one wild and precious life? 
--Mary Oliver

Every time you listen with great attentiveness to the voice that calls you the Beloved,
you will discover within yourself a desire to hear that voice longer and more deeply.
--Henri Nouwen

Become aware of what is in you.
Announce it,
pronounce it,
produce it,
and give birth to it.
--Meister Eckhart

If God the Great Creator has used the medium of chaos before, then what is God creating out of the present chaos of my life?

Life does not accommodate you, it shatters you.
Every seed destroys its container or else there would be no fruition. 

Be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. 
Then gradually you will live into the answers. 
--Rainer Maria Rilke